“Think off-center.” – George Carlin
Outside the box
I’ve always identified as an abstract thinker, someone naturally inclined to explore ideas from unconventional angles. It’s not about rejecting logic but expanding it—thinking off-center, as George Carlin so aptly put it. This mindset has allowed me to experience phenomena that others might overlook or dismiss. By stepping outside rigid frameworks of understanding, I’ve been able to perceive the extraordinary and find meaning in places where traditional perspectives might see only chaos or impossibility.
This way of thinking isn’t always easy to explain. Abstract thought requires embracing uncertainty and paradox, letting go of the need for immediate answers or neatly packaged explanations. It opens the door to possibilities beyond the visible or measurable, inviting an interplay with realities that challenge conventional understanding.
It’s this openness that has shaped my encounters with the metaphysical and the unseen. By not clinging to a singular perspective, I’ve discovered that reality often bends and reshapes itself when approached with curiosity instead of skepticism. The ability to ‘think off-center’ has not only deepened my understanding of my own experiences but also allowed me to engage with them in a way that feels authentic and expansive.
Synchronicity
As I prepared for my interview, I meditated to center myself. During the meditation, a transmission came through: “We will give you information. You will not remember.” The phrase repeated, insistent. “We will give you information. You will not remember.”
I paused, connected the dots, and responded internally, “No, you are not going to make me forget. This is programming. You are trying to program me, and I am not interested. I will not cooperate.” Irritated, I shifted my focus, began repeating a positive mantra, and stopped engaging with the transmission.
[Context: While I know my reaction may not prevent information from being seeded within me for use at a later time—whether consciously or unconsciously—this interaction felt distinct. The overt display of programming triggered a strong emotional reaction, signaling it was significant. I was meant to notice this moment.]
Something about the encounter stood out. It seemed deliberately designed to be remembered.
Later, as I resumed meditating, this time without words, I saw swirling colors—an abstract, impressionistic experience. No further messages came through. I went to my office for a brief task, and as I moved, a book caught my attention: Our Dolphin Ancestors: Keepers of Lost Knowledge and Healing Wisdom by Frank Joseph. Intuition told me this book was important.
In just a glance, I recalled its themes: the role of dolphins in early civilization, their connection to the Dog Star Sirius, and ancient worlds like Atlantis and Lemuria—still commemorated by annual gatherings of millions of dolphins. I set it aside for later, trusting it held relevance.
That relevance surfaced during my interview with Sandra Corcoran, M.Ed., an intuitive integrative counselor, trained shamanic practitioner, and Thoth Tarot/Akashic Record reader. When I mentioned the synchronicity of being drawn to the dolphin book, Sandra affirmed its significance. She explained that some of the indigenous mentors she worked with believed in a profound ancestral connection between early humans, the Dog Star Sirius, and dolphin lineage.
Sandra, the author of Shamanic Awakening: My Journey Between the Dark and the Daylight, also shared an even more profound connection: she is a contactee. We discussed her work with John Mack and a remarkable account involving another contactee who remembered being on a ship with Sandra when they were both children.
A significant piece of the puzzle in the contactee experience is the recurring element of programming to forget. For many, this programming becomes a battleground of the mind. Some fight to remember, clawing their way through fragments of dreams and fleeting memories, while others fight to forget, overwhelmed by the implications of what they’ve encountered.
In my case, the synchronicity was undeniable. During my morning meditation, the transmission I received was a direct and unmistakable indication of this programming in action.
The question remains: who is behind this programming, and why is forgetting such an integral part of the experience? For those of us navigating this enigmatic terrain, the struggle to reconcile these moments becomes a journey in itself, one that challenges the boundaries of what we perceive as real.
To know without knowing seems to be part of a larger program—an intricate and far-reaching phenomenon that exceeds our ability to fully grasp in tangible terms.
Spirit Guides and Foretelling
In November, the guides told me, “21 days.” Intrigued, I checked the calendar and marked the date—December 11. The specificity made me curious, though I knew better than to try to predict what it might mean. With so much happening in the world, and fear dominating the headlines, guessing seemed like a waste of energy. Instead, I decided to post the insight publicly, ensuring I’d stay transparent and accountable for whatever unfolded.
December 11 finally arrived. Early in the day, I checked the news, looking for clues. The guides, however, encouraged me to relax, saying the information would come later. While waiting, I researched the historical significance of the date and found a powerful connection: December 11, 1941, marked the day Germany declared war on the United States, just four days after the attack on Pearl Harbor. Hitler’s decision followed two days of deliberation, citing alleged provocations by the U.S. while it was still officially neutral.
Fast forward to December 11, 2024. I began searching for patterns and found one. Politico had leaked Time magazine’s selection for Person of the Year: Donald Trump. This surprise announcement felt oddly synchronistic when I considered that Adolf Hitler had been Time’s Man of the Year in 1938—another example of resonance with history.
Later in the day, I received news that directly impacted me. At 4:45 p.m., the corporation I work for released a press statement about a major collaboration. The announcement promised to significantly affect daily operations and boost market visibility. I had no prior knowledge of this development, yet it tied back to my work in a meaningful way.
Why was it important for the guides to alert me? Based on my past experiences, I’ve come to understand that these “hits” are about trust and neutrality. The insights encourage me to stay grounded, to avoid fear or anxiety, and to embrace change as it unfolds. The guides offer a balance between personal and global significance, weaving together events that seem disparate but resonate on a deeper level.
The takeaway: I was given verifiable information, suggesting these events carry a higher resonance. They are signposts, preparing me for ongoing revelations. And when I ask about 2025, the response is clear: “More surprises on the way.”
And it could even be that there is another element in this interaction that I won’t see until I review it at a later date. Such is the nature of creativity. Some things take time to cook and more ingredients to bring out the flavor.
Climate headlines. With less than three weeks to go before 2025, global temperatures in November have made it all but certain that 2024 will be the warmest year ever recorded.
Envision ‘Reality’ as Gaia—the ultimate cook. Crying for attention, she has tossed climate change and global warming into the pot, setting it on a slow boil. The question now is: can we lower the flame before the pot overflows?
The Hidden Hand
My biggest question is deeply personal: Who the heck is monitoring us, and what’s the point? Are we being farmed? Do we have any say in this grand charade?
I shared my awakening experience with Sandra. It all began with a startling moment—a night I was jolted into questioning reality. I awoke to see two hooded strangers standing at the foot of my bed, clipboards in hand, casually discussing me. I strained to make out who they were, but as soon as one of them noticed, saying, “She’s awake,” they vanished instantly.
Shock gave way to irritation. Who does that? What about me is being tracked, and why? All these years later, I still don’t know. But here’s what I do know: my nightlights flicker and dance as if playing some cosmic game, reminding me that whatever is watching, there’s a sense of mystery—and even humor—involved.
Yeah, the book is practically writing itself.
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