“You are an amalgamation of all who have come before and all who are yet to be. Soul is limitless. At the same time, these words are a poor definition, as that which is formless/ephemeral has no expression in language.

AMALGAMATION – the action or process of uniting or merging two or more things: the action or process of amalgamating.

Ephemeral – lasting a very short time; short-lived; transitory: the ephemeral joys of childhood; lasting but one day: an ephemeral flower; being of temporary value…

Connections

What gives?

These events are so fleeting in the experiencing that it is difficult to write the details without leaving something out, then later remembering it as a trigger and – no matter how seemingly unimportant at the time – a contributing factor to the following scene as it played out.

None of this would have come to light if I had not compared notes with Andy and asked if he had experienced anything unusual in the night. His first answer was negative. Then, as I began to offer a timeline of my events, he started to remember. And the best thing about his memory – he experienced something that left a physical trace.

This is as close as I can get to recreating the red dot.

Time stamp

The first anomaly. Returning home, something was different about the time/space in the house. Andy and I both heard a message tone on my cell-phone. However, we each registered the sound as being in close proximity. We were in different locations but we both felt as if the sound was near our respective location. That my phone was actually in the bedroom was a surprise. Typically, hearing the sound from that location would have seemed muffled or muted and possibly quiet enough it would have gone unnoticed.

Second anomaly. We had been in the car and traveling at the time the message was sent. The message was 2 hours late.

12:15 AM. Third anomaly. The red dot. I woke up and noticed there were white sparks on the bed (static electricity), but what caught my attention was a red light/dot beside the cat. I ran my hand across the bed, creating more static and trying to figure out where the red dot was coming from. There was no mark on my hand as would have happened from an external projection.

The dot seemed to be under the blanket. Confused and suddenly deciding I needed to go to the bathroom – even though it wasn’t urgent – I decided I would look again when I came back. I returned and there was nothing to be seen. However, something about that red dot didn’t make sense. What was the source? And why had I been in such a hurry to leave the room?

I try to sleep.

2 AM – Fourth anomaly. Jack is barking at something in the corner of the room.

4:44 AM – Jack is barking at something in the corner of the room. Adamant, he continues to bark, leaves the room and gets Cassie excited. He runs through the house and out to the yard. She goes too. I calm them down. No more barking at the corner of the room.

The shot

5 AM – I ask Andy if he noticed anything unusual during the night. He doesn’t remember anything and then I tell him about the red light. When I mention timing of certain things, he remembers something very odd and then remembers looking at the clock.

11:45 PM – Fifth anomaly. He felt a very sharp stab in his right arm. Like someone administered a shot. It hurt. Then he realizes he has a swollen spot where the “shot” was given. I can feel it too. The muscle is swollen. We had our covid boosters in the left arm a few weeks ago, so that isn’t a factor.

I tell him about Jack barking and he remembers another oddity.

4 AM – Sixth anomaly. I was asleep. He heard Jack barking in the hallway. Jack was not in the hallway.

Audio cues

12.8.22 – Occasionally, I hear tones. Similar to those broadcast as part of a hearing test. I cannot identify an exact frequency but the duration is usually a minimum of 30 seconds. I view it as a cue or a prompt. Today – I interviewed Tricia Brown and she offered another perspective that adds a bit more of an explanation. Paraphrasing, she said sometimes there are tones or sounds when an entity is trying to deliver information that is not in sync with our language (or too information dense to use language). I interpret that as a download. Information delivered without words.

So the words I heard when I woke up resonate with that audio download/prompt: “Born at the turn of the century” – “the most beautiful thing you can experience is the mysterious…”

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Source: “The most beautiful thing we can experience is the mysterious. It is the source of all true art and science. He to whom the emotion is a stranger, who can no longer pause to wonder and stand wrapped in awe, is as good as dead – his eyes are closed.

The insight into the mystery of life, coupled though it may be with fear, has also given rise to religion. To know what is impenetrable to us really exists, manifesting itself as the highest wisdom and most radiant beauty, which our dull faculties can comprehend only in their most primitive forms – this knowledge, this feeling is as the center of true religiousness.” Albert Einstein, Living Philosophies

In 1905, a year sometimes described as his annus mirabilis (‘miracle year’), Einstein published four groundbreaking papers. Wiki [14]

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Synchronicity

Shades of the mystery. This NDE echos an OBE shamanic experience I had when I first began working with my guides — We are so much more in our natural spirit form (Home) — so much so that a mere fraction of that essence is able to inhabit a physical form. Example – Of an A – Z totality – in physical form, we encapsulate one letter. And yet, we are still conntected to the A – Z whole. Wonderful!

The message

Returning to the words I heard as I was waking up, another communication from the ever-present mysterious – in the form of a message: “You are an amalgamation of all who have come before and all who are yet to be. Soul is limitless. At the same time, these words are a poor definition, as that which is formless/ephemeral has no expression in language.”

Amazing!

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